I miss you so much!

It seems like forever, till tomorrow, when we are supposed to pick you up. I thought that I might have your blankie finished, but I am not sure now, because I didn't get the newspaper to get the coupon for the wool that I wanted to finish it up. We will see. It will be a surprise, if I finish it and it will be a surprise if I don't finish it. They sent a video of sweet little Violet, I call her Scarlet, walking. It seems like yesterday that she was born, it has been a few months. She is walking and she's adorable! We sang, what I call Kayla's song, cause it sounds like her voice, the Arkansas Choir, YOU ALONE. So, she's in my prayers, this week, Scarlet, Brooklyn, Denny and Aunt Jackie's bunch of Grands, not to mention Addy-Grace and Ameenah, Ruthie's little lady. I saw Stoney-boy in the facetime yesterday too, so I don't forget him in the bunch, even though he's a cousin and not a grand cousin. I can just imagine them coming to church with us and singing in the choir, like they could, only in my imagination.

I said, I remember when Evvie was just walking and there she is miles and miles away, now. Booohoooo! You will see her tomorrow, mommy, feel better. You can hug her then. I guess I will be alright until tomorrow.

A sweet sister said, will you be at the Thanksgiving Service? I said, Evvie is away and she is the priority for us, very emphatically. {I really couldn't help my emphasis of that point} She said, you go ahead and pull that little chickie right back into the nest, like you will. I saw myself like the "mother hen" that I am and it was a sweet moment of fellowship in an instant that somebody could understand my missing my baby who isn't exactly a baby. But she's in my every thought. I love you, just that much! Can't wait till tomorrow.XXXXXOOOO